Monday, 20 August 2012

Sometimes...holidays just sucks

That is, if you have no plan...
That is, if you woke up, and for the next one and a half hour you have shit for like four times...
That is, after those shit you found that you are having headache...and there is no paracetamol available at home...

Whatever happened to my cape crusader in IMAX?
Whatever happened to my shopping session?
Whatever happened to my comic catch up?

I still got two days though, so stop whining!

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Sunday, 22 April 2012

他媽的到底我他媽的煩些他媽的什麼?

  今天早上,我盡了作為一個兒子的責任。用過一頓泛味的早餐。拍了幾輯照。實驗的若干的拍攝方法。買了,讀了若干的雜誌。看來算是相當充實的星期天。。。

                然而,依然覺得悶得頂頭。納悶,卻不覺得要吶喊。煩躁,卻不曉得為何而煩躁。。。不。。。我應該知道。煩躁是因為不知道為什麼我會如此的納悶。

前一刻,興致勃勃,東拍拍,西拍拍的。看著自己的所謂作品,還覺得滿意。雖不是什麼驚天地泣鬼神的大作,只是自己自娛之物,只是不會看到眼睛痛,都覺得還不錯吧!但,突然間,急轉直下,悶悶不樂,提不起勁。

                若說心情不好又說不過去。因為心情不好的話,我會沒胃口。今天胃口普通,早中晚三餐不缺。那到底是為什麼呢?想來想去,不得要領。那,才令我煩躁。

                煩,煩,煩,煩,煩。。。。

                他媽的到底我他媽的煩些他媽的什麼?

                已是亥時,子時快到,睡意全無。

                明天辰時開工前,是否會有好轉呢?

Tuesday, 24 January 2012

今年新年,好不一樣



農曆新年年初一剛過。如往年,初一下午與友人來個聚會。不如往年的是,人數又少了。一對夫婦新年前一個星期生了的小白兔女兒。妻子坐月,丈夫自然陪伴。不能與我們同聚。一位朋友的母親,除夕那天過世。自然也不能出現。我是百無禁忌,但是人各有信仰,也不輪到我出聲。

喜氣洋洋的新年穿插了紅白事。人總會比較在意壞的事情。所以這次聚會,雖然還是愉快非常,但是心裡還是覺得隔了一片黑霧。好不是滋味。

新年期間,若能拜會新生兒,那是最好不過。新年,新生,新希望。但同時若還要送別往生者,象徵著生命的終結,還是讓我覺得人,還逃不過生老病死之苦。

新年一般來說,人人都只會想著好的東西。不管你性格是樂觀或悲觀,見人都是吉祥話。新年是現代人罕有的為了段站快樂而自欺欺人的時候。這並不是壞事,只是忙了一整年,煩了三百多天,我們都想要幾天沉溺在歡樂樂觀當中。好讓我們記得,生活並不只是打拼,苦惱,殘酷的現實。

這個新年,我提早從這精神長假被拉出來了。回到現實太快了。雖然不過癮,但有人比我還痛苦。不知道明年的新年除夕,他會有如何的感受。隔兩天,會代表其他朋友到做白事的朋友那裡。因為信仰,假期的關係,很多人大概都不能出息。所以我必須到,傳達給他知道,朋友們都很關心,人雖不能到,心裡卻有你。人雖不能給你個安慰的擁抱,卻在千里之外默默的為你祈禱。

今年新年,好不一樣。

Thursday, 5 January 2012

Review: Sherlock Holmes: A Game of Shadows (2011)

2009, Guy Ritchie brought us a whole new Holmes. A major departure in terms of style and treatment of Sherlock Holmes live action adaptation. A new perspective to interpret the one of the most adapted fictional characters of all time. Victorian Sherlock Holmes with a post modernist twist. It was well received and loved. Robert Downey Jr gets another iconic role in another iconic franchise after Ironman, and Jude Law is not longer a pretty boy.
A sequel is fast tracked, and it still takes 2 years of wait.

If the first film’s major role is to reintroduce the characters to us, in second film, where all the character and the ‘universe’ of this Holmes has already established, it is just logical to add in more characters and reference to the books.
The film wasted no time to reintroduce the characters. It started of with Watson writing what he presumed the last adventure of Sherlock Holmes and provides enough exposition for the audience to join in the action.
If the first film focused on Holmes exploit in London, this film escalates into an international cat and mouse game. Although the role of cat and mouse shifted in between Holmes and Moriarty.
Speaking of Moriarty, this is perhaps the best Moriarty so far. Reason being, previous more faithful adaptation of Holmes will have Moriarty appear and killed of in one story – The Final Problem. The reason for this is obvious; the purpose of Moriarty creation is to have a foe to cause the death of Sherlock Holmes and that is the intention of Conan Doyle in The Final Problem. But the lack of appearance of Moriarty in the books also makes him such a legendary and mysterious figure. Many will think of imagine and Moriarty has more in his pocket that what Conan Doyle has written. The Moriarty in this film, played by Jared Harris, like Downey’s Holmes has given new breath to this character. No longer is he just a creepy senior citizen, but he does live up his reputation as the Napoleon of Crime.
Another pleasant addition is the great Stephen Fry as Mycroft Holmes, Sherlock’s smarter but lazy big brother. He has the physical build like Mycroft and also the sense of humor that is iconic in this franchise. He has limited screentime, but whenever he is present, he owns the scene.
In short, although I missed Holmes’s apartment, 221B Baker Street and the actions in London. Having Sherlock and John as action heroes with brain presented in such a unique style without the need to explain like the first film is just a great great pleasure.
This is never a review, for I almost forget how to write one…need to retrain myself on it.
Anyway, Sherlock adaptation is never bad, but this is just great.


Tuesday, 27 December 2011

Johari ar~ Johari~

"Johari Window:
Open: Adjectives that are selected by both the participant and his or her peers are placed into the Open quadrant. This quadrant represents traits of the subjects that both they and their peers are aware of.

Hidden: Adjectives selected only by subjects, but not by any of their peers, are placed into the Hidden quadrant, representing information about them their peers are unaware of. It is then up to the subject to disclose this information or not.

Blind Spot: Adjectives that are not selected by subjects but only by their peers are placed into the Blind Spot quadrant. These represent information that the subject is not aware of, but others are, and they can decide whether and how to inform the individual about these "blind spots".

Unknown: Adjectives that were not selected by either subjects or their peers remain in the Unknown quadrant, representing the participant's behaviors or motives that were not recognized by anyone participating. This may be because they do not apply or because there is collective ignorance of the existence of these traits."


I put this name, Johari in my Facebook ID. Reason, to remind me of this phenomenon.
 
There are always part of me that already well known, and I need not elaborate more.

There are parts of me that are hidden, which I only disclose to a few close ones.

There are parts of me that I never see, but others can; and I hope those that can let me know. If it is good, I’m happy to continue. If it is bad, help me to improve.

There are parts of me that neither I nor others know. That, is something we need to discover together.

If there is a day when someone tell me a flaw in me, that I never aware of, what will I do? Will I able to accept that flaw is part of me? Will I even acknowledge it? Will I able to really stop it? I do not know.

Is it intended? I know not. Am I the person I always think I am? I know not. I know what I want, but I can’t read myself. That’s why I do need others…to let me know where I did wrong, to let me know my flaws.

There are times when my flaws become hurtful to others. I do not expect forgiveness, but at least a chance of redemption, a way to improve, an encouragement to fix it. Do I expect too much?

Nobody’s perfect. Is that my excuse or a fact? Do I mean what I say? I believe I do, but my action did say otherwise. Is that me? Yes it is.

If there is a mistake, I blame no one but myself. But sometimes, I alone has no the strength to overcome it. I do need help. So please help me. It can be as simple as a moral support, or an encouragement or just a space for me to speak up.

I don’t like to bring my sorrow to my close ones. Yet I can deny I need them in order for me to go on. I’m a lonely man. I have taken a lot by myself, for 30 years. I’m tired.

So, please don’t ignore me when I need you most. I need support most, when I realized I am not the man I think I am. It shattered my confident, dimmed my hope, sucked my energy away, lost my way.

It is horrible. I can’t take it. 

Sunday, 4 December 2011

我。。。要重新胡說八道了!

得空沒事屁股癢,回到這部落客來發現。。。上一個post竟然是一年多的事情了!
天打雷劈!慘不忍睹!
回想以前讀書的時候,一年三百六十五天, blog裡最少也會有三百六四五篇。。。如今。。。
現在有點難想像,怎麼當初能一天寫一篇呢?
為何如今什麼都寫不出呢?
老了嗎? 悶了嗎?沒東西分享了嗎?沒想法了嗎?沒有不吐不快的事了嗎?
非也非也~
都不是。
也許是因為一天最少都要對著電腦工作,打電郵八個小時,回到家時就沒什麼想寫東西了。
就算心裡有很多事想分享,就算有很多委屈想吶喊,就算有數不盡的意見,看法想表達。不過就是懶。
雖說都還是臉貼著電腦,不過都是在面子書,其他網頁遊覽。只是不停的接收並沒那個勁去傳授。
James Bond電影系列分享第二篇寫了一半就在draft裡呆了一年多。。。
假面騎士系列的分享也停了良久。。。
該是時候繼續吧?
三十了,快要三十一了。。。該有所領悟。。。該會有很多事要分享的。。。
不管有沒有人看,我自顧我開心的寫就算了。
我。。。要重新胡說八道了!

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Wednesday, 17 November 2010

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