Song : 五月天 - 突然好想你

This song kind of suit the situation a certain friend of mine facing or faced.




五月天 - 突然好想你
詞曲：阿信

zui pa kong qi tu ran an jing
最怕空气突然安静
Afraid the sudden stillness in the air

zui pa peng you tu ran de guan xin
最怕朋友突然的关心
Afraid the friends suddenly concern

zui pa hui yi tu ran fan gun
最怕回忆突然翻滚
Afraid the memories suddenly evoked

jiao tong zhe bu ping xi
绞痛着不平息
Painfully, and never stops

zui pa tu ran ting dao ni de xiao xi
最怕突然听到你的消息
Afraid will suddenly hear of you

xiang nian ru guo hui you sheng ying
想念如果会有声音
If missing you has a voice

bu yuan na shi bei sheng de ku qi
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
Never hope it is weeping

shi dao ru jin
事到如今
Until now

zhong yu rang zi ji shu yu wo zi ji
终於让自已属於我自已
Finally let myself get back to me

zhi sheng xia yan lei hai pian bu guo zi ji
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己
What left is tear that can't deceit myself

tu ran hao xiang ni
突然好想你
Suddenly, I miss you

ni hui zai na li
你会在哪里
Where would you be now

guo de kuai le huo wei qu
过的快乐或委屈
Are you happy or sorrow

tu ran hao xiang ni
突然好想你
Suddenly, I miss you

tu ran feng li de hui yi
突然锋利的回忆
Suddenly feel the razor of memories

tu ran mo hu de yan jing
突然模糊的眼睛
Suddenly vision blur and watery

wo men xiang yi shou zui mei li de ge qu
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
We were like the most beautiful song

bian cheng liang bu shang xin de dian ying
变成两部悲伤的电影
Ending up like two sad films

wei shen me ni
为什麽你
Why did you

dai wo zou guo zui nan wang de lv xing
带我走过最难忘的旅行
Brought me to the most unforgettable journey

ran hou liu xia zui ton de ji nian pin
然後留下最痛的纪念品
But left me the most painful souvenir

wo men na me dian na me mei
我们那麽甜 那麽美
We were so sweet, so pretty

na me xiang xin
那麽相信
So believing

na me feng na me re lie de ceng jing
那麽疯 那麽热烈的曾经
So crazy, so passionate a pass

wei he wo men
为何我们
But why are we

hai shi yao pen xiang ge zi de xin fu
还是要奔向各自的幸福
Still striving to our separate happiness

he yi han zhong lao qu
和遗憾中老去
And aged in regret

tu ran hao xiang ni
突然好想你
Suddenly, I miss you

ni hui zai na li
你会在哪里
Where would you be now

guo de kuai le huo wei qu
过的快乐或委屈
Are you happy or sorrow

tu ran hao xiang ni
突然好想你
Suddenly, I miss you

tu ran deng li de hui yi
突然锋利的回忆
Suddenly feel the razor of memories

tu ran mo hu de yan jing
突然模糊的眼睛
Suddenly vision blur and watery

zui pa kong qi tu ran an jing
最怕空气突然安静
Afraid the sudden stillness in the air

zui pa peng you tu ran de guan xin
最怕朋友突然的关心
Afraid the friends suddenly concern

zui pa hui yi tu ran fan gun
最怕回忆突然翻滚
Afraid the memories suddenly evoked

jiao tong zhe bu ping xi
绞痛着不平息
Painfully, and never stops

zui pa ting dao ni de xiao xi
最怕突然听到你的消息
Afraid will suddenly hear of you

zui pa ci sheng yi jing jue ding zi ji guo
最怕此生已经决定自己过
Afraid when I have decided

mei you ni que you tu ran
没有你却又突然
Not to have you, but suddenly,

ting dao ni de xiao xi
听到你的消息
I hear of you...

Insurance

Never like insurance. But think it is needed.
It is a service, an assurance that in certain bad situation, we will still get some help.
Catch is, you have to pay, constantly.

Insurance is a weird business.
To employ it, you have to persuade yourself into believing the uncertainty of life, and whatever shit will happen any time, any where. In normal circumstances where you expect to make sure your purchase is value for money, insurance is perhaps the only one that you hope you have to chance to test it's credibility. To prove that you have bought some good insurance, bad things must first happen to you. What a great con this is.

I buy my own insurance, firstly maybe to support a friend's venture to this industry. Secondly I was pissed that my mum bought me insurance without my consent and ask me pay for it myself when I am working. Damn, I don't even know what have I signed up to and now I have to pay? The worst part, I don't even know the agent and its an aunty, yuck! Regardless of how much we have paid before, I discontinued it. If it is my matter, better ask me first regardless how nice and urgent it is.

Without me noticing, I kind of easily agreed to get some upgrade for my insurance when it is offered. So now the amount I have to pay has increased certain percentages, thus higher than what I initially planned. But since I still can afford it. Why not? No, I really have to say no to the next offer of upgrade, regardless how interesting it is presented, unless they give a nice fubu girl.

Trailer : G.I. Joe - The Rise of Cobra

Another toy movie.

Will it be a hit like Transformers? Or just a forgettable trend follower? We'll see.

The action that is highlighted in the trailer is hyper kinetic and does not present the level of realism Transformers has. Too much character in the team and thus we may not expect any good character development either.

Song : 五月天 - 你不是真正的快樂

五月天 - 你不是真正的快樂



人群中哭着
你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会
梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了
你已经决定了

你静静忍着
紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜
就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下
密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了
於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则
不是你的选择
於是你含着眼泪
飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的癒合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了
然後才後悔着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是
你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了
也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂
关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯
完全的癒合
我站在你左侧
却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾
一直到老了

你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下
你穿的保护色
为什麽失去了
还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤
全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着

Teaser: Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen

Who will not excited about this?

Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen opens 25 June 2009 (as per IMDB)

Review: The Last House on the Left (1972)

Before Halloween created a genre called slasher,
before Wes Craven give us Freddy and A Nightmare on Elm Street,
before Sean S Cunningham present us Friday The 13th,
Craven and Cunningham first torture us with The Last House On The Left...

The trailer:



It is a story about naive and stupidity. It is a reflection of how violence and horrible of the contemporary and current social problem it. It shows us, sometimes, it is better to take the law in our own hand.

Do not expect the usual genre convention of slasher film in this. This is really a very very low budget film. You will know it from the camera shots, the composition in a frame. Maybe because of this kind of raw feel, the violence has a greater impact.

It has no lousy Hollywood shock-effect kind of horror. The horror is the blunt portrayal of physical and psychological violence. In news, in the paper physical and psychological violence just comes in two words - rape and murder. We never get to know how horrible it is. This film will let you know.

The girls are raped, molested, and force to pee in the pant, and ultimately killed and gutted. To revenge, the mum bite off a the bad guy's penis when pretending giving him a blow job. She also slit the throat of the only female member of the evil gang, while the father chainsaw the leader to death.

While nowadays slasher ends with the virgin and the pretty boy reluctantly pull the trigger of a revolver to the killer, this we have uncle and aunty executing the revenge ten times crazy and satisfying.

Downloaded this film. Although pacing and acting wise may not suit the current taste, but if you can endure it to the end, you will find this classic lovable!


P/S: I think the remake is coming out this year...hopefully it won't tarnish the reputation of the original.

PhD - Post-holiday Depression

Damn, so there goes the CNY holidays for 2009.
Getting back to work tomorrow and today is a gloomy Sunday.

Today last week, at this time we were having our reunion dinner. My family's reunion dinner is homemade steamboat. Good thing about it is, we don't have to stuck the fridge with dishes of leftovers in case we can't finish. And it is compulsory if not traditionally to let the fish being one of the leftover.

With steamboat, all the food is in small pieces, even the fish. So, if we did not able to finish all, we can just keep all in one single container for future use i.e. as add on when cooking instant noodle, make and instant soup for supper or make into fries for snack to go along booze.

Me a week ago, was so excited that I'm going to have a week long holidays. I'm gonna going out with friends, have a good time with family and friends, get drunk everyday and do nothing productive. Me now, sighing at the prospect that I will need to work for another full year to get another long holiday like this, unless if I get some vacation in the middle.

So what have I done last week?

1st Day of CNY - Visiting relatives (father side) and go out with friends till night time.
2nd Day of CNY - Visiting relatives (mother side) and watch Red Cliff II with friends at night.
3rd Day of CNY - Uneventful first half of day, having dinner with uncle #4 and family.
4th Day of CNY - The only ultimate parasite day; eat, drink, TV, Thinkpad, comic and sleep.
5th Day of CNY - One day makan trip to Melaka with friends.
6th Day of CNY - Also a parasite day, but the idea of it is the second last day of holiday spoilt it.
7th Day of CNY - Normal gloomy Sunday with extra gloominess due to long break before it.

Damn sien, damn depress. Hopefully won't have shit for me to clean, since I don't mind to be bombarded with tonnes of work.

Diu~!